Your Majesty
"He stops and looks at me. ‘I’m here because of you. You’re my priority. Your happiness, in some fucked way, is tuned in to mine. Get that through your thick skull. Would I like it any other way? Hell, yes, but I don’t think that will be happening in my lifetime."
- Melina Marchetta
Monday, June 7, 2010
i've ran out of tears and hope. i wish with these tears, all the memories will be washed away.
why aren't I stronger? if i was way stronger, my heart wouldn't go through such misery. i pity that muscle that beats to keep me alive. i do think too much with my heart but it's not my fault. i didn't ask to fall this deep into the trap. i didn't know it would be this hard to get out.
if my feelings and thoughts can be read out aloud, i'd appreciate it the most.
for the last time, though noone's going to hear it.
i've loved you. i'm loving you and i will love you for a very long time to come.
2:37 AM
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
i miss you.
i want to spend the day cuddled right beside.
it doesn't matter if we aren't together, it doesn't matter what we have between us right now.
i only want to be in your arms right now.
2:16 AM
Sunday, May 9, 2010
i'm hurting on the inside with a faint smile on my lips.
3:15 AM