there's school at 8.30 in the morning.
and it's 2.39am right now and am still awake.
thanks to the dearest bitch, report.
i can't express how much more i despise doing report.
it's simply getting on my nerves.
do i have a choice, no... i don't. i have to get it done by today.
which means i need to totally forget about sleeping.

focus. haruna.
you can do it!! ((:

moving on.
wishing all the dads 'HAPPY FATHER'S DAY'
it's a day late, nevertheless, my sincere wishes.

sadly, i didn't wish my own dad on this very day.
simply because i had no courage to face him after whatever that happened.
neither did my brothers. we just acted like it was any other day.
all of us ignoring each other, trying not to express that guilty feeling.
however, we did give him a card with all our wishes written in there.
i see no sign of the card anywhere around the house.
maybe he burnt it or tore it. *i know. i think too much.*

lately, i have been thinking too much.
i know it for myself, i tend to be paranoid over the slightest issue.
i can't stop myself from being this much of a paranoid.

i still don't get why you sent me such a message.
do you realise how much it would have hurt.
hurting me once was more than enuff cause it had already shattered my heart into pieces.
i won't be able to take more, pls leave me alone.



how long more the slient treatment?