like finally it's friday.
it was like ages, waiting for today to arrive.
it's time to recuperate.









compared to the rest of the days, work was sooo much better today.
i wasn't stressing out or panicking like any other days.
peace and serenity took its right place.






&& i have this sudden urge to go star-gazing.
will someone bring me, pamper me, and count the stars with me?

how nice would it be if work starts at 10 everyday.
i get to enjoy an extra hour of sleep.
you wouldn't know how precious an hour of sleep is. ((:
and just like everyday, am stoning away.

apart from the norm, i am very paranoid about the escape of the JI terrorist. it makes me feel so insecure knowing that there's this one very dangerous man who can endanger the lives of many, and he is on the loose. i keep thinking that he may hijack a very crowded train, and like in the movies, plant a bomb or something.
yes, i know these possibilities are rare, nevertheless anything can happen anytime. yeap.yeap. i am SUPER paranoid about this.
and i don't blame the police for letting him on the loose.
negligence is part of all humans, and aren't our friendly neighbourhood policemen human too?


oh well, let's hope this most wanted, frightful man will be caught soon.


&& randomly i think shaun looks cute in blue stripes today.
so does his brother, bryan with his new haircut.


last but not least.

Happy Birthday to My Dearest Sweet Cupcakes, Nesha!
love u always, dearie.

i self-declared myself absence from work today.
due to various reasons.
one most importantly. to recuperate from all the wreck.
and most likely, i'll be ready for more work tmr. hopefully.

aside from that, i'm really delighted.
not because i get to laze around aimlessly today.
i'm happy because the phone that i wanted for so long, is finally out in the market.
but the price is yet to be out.
nevetheless, i will get that phone regardless the price.

here's a sneak preview.

nice rite?!

my dear monday blues.

i'm falling asleep at ma workbench.
and it isnt sightly, when my boss sees me stoning most of the time.

&& it's more than annoying to get rejected by a whole company.
wonderful eh?!
bless all of u.assholes.

wad can be more interesting is.. all the operators that i talk to..
know my name.
i'm well known. wooohoo! yea rite!!

shakthee's sitting beside me stoning as well.
and she's complaining that she feels like puking.
and i don't see why she doesn't want to use the toilet in the office.
she's getting weirder by the minute. && it scares me.

ok. so here's more to my randomness.
i feel like eating thosai now. because lunch really sucked.

haiz. to all those who aren't working their ass of during the holidays.
lucky ya'll..

(:

i wish i hadn't stepped out of my house today.
you are the reason why i rarely leave my house these days.
and simply cause, wherever i go, ur memories gush back into my mind.

I wish I wasn't lying
when I say I haven't been crying
I know I'd be okay
If I could be truthful when I say.
I wish I could say I'm not the kind
Who lies around crying over you all night
I wish I could say you aren't on my mind
that everything I've done so far has gone right
And is it even possible
to beat the impossible
cause this is too hard to get over


one a more random note.
it's disturbing to hear that people around me are breaking up.

i've changed my blogskin again. :x
please don't kill me, if u're irritated.

to start off with. work.
my boss has decided to keep us all for the next 4-5 weeks.
which means i'll be rotting in the office from 9am to 6pm till mid march.
-- *there's more cash flowing in.. (((:
well, the tedious task isn't that tedious anymore as the days go by.
except the part when u face rejection, operators screw u or hang up the phone on u.
sucks balls, trust me.

&& that's about it pretty much.
my life goes on normally every other day.
there's nothing new.
except that, my best friend landed in Singapore randomly yesterday.
just for a few hours though.
she came on transit flight and was flying back to Melbourne.

we were at terminal 3 yesterday to see her off.
&& terminal 3 is really nice and spacious.
too spacious, actually.
and surprisingly, the Fairprice outlet there is weirdly extremely cheap.
a packet of RITZ crackers is only 85 cents.
i wonder if it's a gimmick to attract the foreigners.

oh yes, my dad will be flying off to Australia for 10 days!
2nd March to 12 March. ((:
it's a good opportunity. :p

it was a fruitless journey to school this morning.
nevertheless, it ended happily ever after. ;p

shakthee, rosey and i left the "workshop" half way.
and am guessing many others did as well.
i don't really see the point of this workshop.
not like anyone was paying attention... or at least, the three us weren't.
we were happily surfing the net, checking out a few hotties on friendster, busy on msn. ((:

we made our way to causeway point.
had a scrumptious lunch at pizza hut, then made our way to watch 'Jumper'.



10 popcorns nor 5 stars is enough to rate this movie.
it's way beyond hot stuff.
to those who have not seen it, please do.
it's worth the money. especially with all the huge increase in ticket prices.
&& of course, not missing out our star of the show.
Hayden Christense.his intense beautiful eyes.
i wouldn't mind watching 'Jumper' again just to admire him :p






ok, to those who might not have seen the announcement on RP homepage.
results are out tmr after 12pm.
all the best, dearies.
i'm prepared to be totally screwed!





work on the first day, was terrible.
i think i might just prove what my certain friend said.
most likely, this coming friday might be my last day.
or maybe not.
we'll see how it goes tmr.

pls give a round of applause for me.
this is my 100th entry.
(:

ok, i'm up pretty early cause i haven't been able to sleep the whole night.
i'm very very worried about my job.
at least, i have two souls to lean on. hehe.

and thanks to a certain friend who made the most "auspicious" remark early in the morning.

"certain friend" says:
let me say i give 3 wks
think u cant last 3 wks :P

how nice of him! on the first day!


i gotta go, now.
(: will be back with an entry later on.

the harder i try to erase my past.
it keeps haunting me back.

that 25 minutes when i heard my beloved crying.
there was a flash of whatever that happened 2 months back.

i don't want her to end up like me.
the issues maybe different.
but when it ends, the result will be the same.

why is that one gives in all the time?
isn't it supposed to be a give and take thing?
compromising is what the love u claim is about.
i wonder why it didn't get into ur head when i pleaded for a second chance.

there's no point crying over spilt milk.
it's not going to get me anywhere.

yes, i miss u.
but i realized i am a much happier girl now.

and i promise myself, i am never going to change for anyone else that comes along.



to my beloved dearest,
whatever decision that u make i will be by ur side, no matter what.









there's work tmr.
i'm way to lazy to consider working now.
nevertheless, i need the money.
hoping for a great first day.

i'm feeling more than happy right now. && there's many reasons to it.

there couldn't be anything much better than spending the love of valentines day with the best crazy bunch of friends.
zoo trip was simply awesome, especially after nearly 6 years.
will upload the photos pretty soon, if i don't feel lazy.

and there's finally a full stop to the rotting days.
i've found myself a job with an attractive pay.
work is going to be super fun, when u get to work together with shakthee and rosey.
&& i need to get some formal clothes for work. ((:


i've decided to start saving after all the nagging.
maybe for a start. $30 per month.
at least it's better than nothing. rite?

&& i've also decided to enroll for myself for my driving license.
thanks to a very persistent kind lovely soul.
i'm only hoping to pass with his help.




keep talking.someday you might say something intelligent. (:

so let's just say, i am turning into a pig.
all the lazing ard and stoning, sleeping till late past noon.
it's time. i SHOULD get a job.
then maybe, i would rot lesser at home.

ma confessions.
it took alot of ego to spit it out.
but i am really glad i managed to tell u everything.
&& in return, ur reply.
i never regretted telling u.
i appreciate each word that u told me.
thank u so much.



ma feelings are scattered all over the place.
it's time i pick it all up, gather it in one place.














so much for holding back everything.

so there's ma new craze.


GOSSIP GIRL

thanks to imah. i have been perfectly addicted to this series.
am not really a fan of watching drama series, but yeap.
this one really got me moved. u wouldn't believe if i said, i teared
stayed up till 5 in the morning, only to end up watching till the 6th episode.
i could have continued, but if ma mum found out.
she would screw me in the ass.



am off to continue from the 7th episode now.
enjoy guys.

thanks again imah, i love u.

hold me close to u.
hold me tight, never let me go.
whisper to me.
tell me. everything will alright.
tell me. u'll be there always.

i don't need u to be ma boyfriend.
i need u to be ma bestfriend.














the sweetest thing that i heard from u.
if u could measure how much u missed me with a string.
the string would go around the earth twice.

like finally shakthee has a blog.
i helped her with it, am so proud of maself.

do visit her blog guys.
http://serenityofdeath.blogspot.com

was out with shakthee today.
went to catch Sweeny Todd.
in replacement of overnighting at her place.

wasn't too bad actually, but not ma kind.
all the blood spurting around, it simply freaked me out.
&& ma good friend was enjoying the sight of blood oozing out.
urgh! shakthee please decrease ur level of sadism.

we had dinner at mac.
&& apparently, the cleaner with a huge ass attracted shakthee the most.
she kept on commenting on her ass.
i almost choked on ma food hearing all those comments.

beware ppl, the chances of getting whacked when u're out with shakthee -- 9/10.


nevertheless, she's ma angel.













i miss ma girls.
hoping we can meet up soon.


if you get my drift.

i am freed from the stressed, tensed moments.
after much rejections, we have finally been registered for a FYP.
&& so, the team will be working on..
Investigating the sources of pollution of the Kallang River and their microbial loads
i have no idea, what we have to do.
but whatever that's got to do with going into, or even near the river.
ma two lil chickens will be doing it. :p

today's officially the last day of school.
&& my heart doesnt want to accept the fact that it's the last day of Year 2.
funny much?! when we step into school again, we'll be doing our Year 3.
and before we know it we'll be graduating too.
just like Ben, Nick && many other hotties. )):
i'm already missing a lot of people though it's just a few hours ago that school closed.

spent a lovely time with Nurimah and Shakthee.
p.s. imah, i love ur dressing. :D
we ended up planning for a party and a chalet.
&& yes, soon to club too.


finally, days of sleep..