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Wednesday, October 24, 2007, 8:10 PM
anger.frustration.gloomy.puzzled.delighted. Where do I lie in all of these thoughts Where do my feelings drag me towards Are they pushing ahead, making me go forward Or are they holding me back, unable to go on I'm unsure of what to think or feel in the day Unsure if whether to smile or cry in the night Lost and confused, unable to understand a blend of every emotion. a little bit of this and a little bit of that. it's making me go insane. i wanna be just me, not a mystified soul. something is bothering the little heart of mine. deep down there, i know that's the cause of this stir of feelings, but unknown to me is that something. maybe if i just scream it all out, it will disappear. will it? sometimes, i wish i could 'poof' into thin air to isolate myself from the surrounding. i miss my Pooh bear. the day isn't complete without you. somehow u just make me feel like a special kid (: coincidentally i banged into a long lost 'friend' on the way back home. he looks way different from the last time i saw him, character-wise and looks-wise. i'm happy that u changed dearie. (: in someway, our 'catchin up' brought back the past. how childish we were - the good secondary sch days. i'm glad that we're still friends after all that silly stuff. we're meant to be like tad. & i accept the reality. ahaaha. it amuses me how small the world can get? my teddybear boyfriend studies with your lovely girlfriend. they know each other. :x it's a weird link that i will neva want to imagine. u'll be in my mind always as a good friend. (: *evil grins* i feel relieved after telling everyone about the 'bitches'. keke. the msg that my love sent me, it definitely brightened up my day. i understand ur situation sayang. i will wait till the day comes. after all, i'm all urs. i wun run away :p i miss you. loads. more than u noe. |
