Saturday, November 17, 2007, 6:04 PM
down wid fever of 38°C.
having a very bad throat infection. coughing real badly. argh. can't believe i have to go thru this during my birthday period. like finally am turning 18 tmr. Yipee!!! but sadly can't celebrate. && why is the party off? that was ma only hope to enjoy my special day. haiz. nvm, I'll go partying some other time, when i can. on Thursday Nite, i was going thru some real major crisis with Naren. to the extent, i told him i wanna leave him. but after a while, i realized. how dumb can i be to mention break over something which could have been solved over talking. my relationship was about to be ended over something which meant nothing. it all started over the net, most of the arguments we face starts over the msn. i dun think i wanna have any conversations with him over the net anymore, juz to save ourselves. then, we talked over it on the phone for about 2 hours, and things finally became fine. it amazes me, how i can screw up things, cry endlessly, and a few words that he mention make me regain my senses. i guess, that's why i'm the one who always starts all the probs and he's the one who always end it smoothly. i'm sorry darling, really am. i promise i won't repeat such mistakes again. i love you loads. i'll neva want to lose a gem like you. i only pray each day that you wouldn't leave me even if i wanted to. I LOVE YOU NARENDAREN!! then, on Friday, as a compensation to what happened on Thursday, he brought me out for a movie. i was supposed to attend UT after the movie, but by the time the movie ended, i was feeling too sick that i would have collapsed in the cinema. during the movie, i talked him into buying me Ben & Jerry's ice-cream despite he telling me NO all the way. i'm smart, ain't i? but the ice-cream made my cough worse, hehe. i can't resists the temptations of chocolate ice-creams i miss my honeys. can't wait to go back to sch. UT1 grades for Pharmacology: D (expected) UT1 grades for Reasoning Through the Ages: B+ (unexpected) ~ teddybear loves piggy. piggy loves teddybear.~ ~ in our world with endless of love ~ |