Tuesday, December 25, 2007, 10:11 PM
in about 2 hours, tuesday's ending.
it'll be wednesday. && am meeting him at 10 in the morning. i'm feelin anxious,worried, a whole lot of emotions that's running around ma mind. the messages we exchanged today. it made me feel, tmr's meeting would be somehow pointless. the hidden message u sent across, makes me think u have clearly moved on. am enraged that u have moved on. how could u.. or at least, it's not possible u have moved on this fast. then again, there's some hope that's lingering around. u'll be back, sweetheart. if u dun, ma love's down the drain. to all who have been there to pick me up. * valli & veena i wouldn't noe if i would have been able to smile without you two. ((: * nurimah ur advices mean the world to me. i love you. * nesha.sherilyn.rosey.shakthee.cs. u guys being by ma side means loads to me. - thanks everyone. - i have decided to prepare myself for whatever outcome that pops up tmr. that's the least i can do, if i can't make u mine. it's an abhorrent holiday. && honey, if u have moved on, it's faster than i thought. i'm praying for the best. |