Sunday, December 30, 2007, 11:27 PM
there's like roughly a day to 2008.
&& there's a sudden urge to just stay put in this year. i am not prepared enough to face a new yr. it means a lot. that we're moving on,.. year 3, and much more. and yes, i know. we can't stop the new yr from coming. so i'll just accept the reality. since last night, ma parents have been nagging at me. they say, am living in ma own world, where the room is ma space, & it's just me and ma laptop. i was like HELLO..... c'mon, you din build an amusement park, u built a house. there's nothing else amusing and entertaining in these four walls accept for ma laptop!! && pls. i'm not keeping to maself because of the emotional breakdown i went thru. i keep to maself because the house is full of irritants. it maybe unhealthy in ma parents' eyes. but trust me, it's healthy. it saves a whole lot of trouble in the house. parents. they have the mind of a "pentium 10 processor" or whatnot. the wildest imaginations they come up with. new year resolutions. |