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Monday, January 28, 2008, 10:03 PM
 initially i was so bothered, disturbed by the fact that u were so disturbed.i didn't noe what was bothering you, i felt helpless when i couldn't do anything to cheer u up. not knowing why and what bothered u. but now, i wish i hadn't even asked u. the few lines. it wrecked ma heart. why?! it is ma fault. i had been too selfish. only thinking about myself. i gave u up for the fun that i had ard me. now i know, i had been a bitch in this friendship. i only made use of ur presence. thanks for letting me know how u felt. now i know, how much i took advantage of u. sorry is the biggest word i can find, to ask u to forgive me. i'm sorry for being such an unreasonable friend. there's no more to say. i am speechless, stunned.  i let the tears flow to mend ma heart. happiness doesn't seem to last. the times when happiness fills me. hurt and sorrow comes in, to take over. |
