the harder i try to erase my past.
it keeps haunting me back.

that 25 minutes when i heard my beloved crying.
there was a flash of whatever that happened 2 months back.

i don't want her to end up like me.
the issues maybe different.
but when it ends, the result will be the same.

why is that one gives in all the time?
isn't it supposed to be a give and take thing?
compromising is what the love u claim is about.
i wonder why it didn't get into ur head when i pleaded for a second chance.

there's no point crying over spilt milk.
it's not going to get me anywhere.

yes, i miss u.
but i realized i am a much happier girl now.

and i promise myself, i am never going to change for anyone else that comes along.



to my beloved dearest,
whatever decision that u make i will be by ur side, no matter what.









there's work tmr.
i'm way to lazy to consider working now.
nevertheless, i need the money.
hoping for a great first day.