i'm finally done with my logbook for FYP.
there's so much of stress and tension while working on the logbook.
gawd, when will i leave RP?!

while writing up the report, there was this random greeting sms that i received from a very very familiar number.
a message that i never expected in this few months.
i'm not sure if i should feel happy or should i feel dreadful about it.
and it hurts most when you message me as if nothing had happened before.
&& how you can even think about meeting me?.. doesn't it occur to you how it will hurt to see you again.

it amuses me how guys think and react.
how they claim girls are the most weirdest and hardest to be understood in this world.
but they always fail to realize that they are harder to be understood compared to us.

i will not let anything ruin my day today.
i'm meant to be happy on such an auspicious day.
to hell with all of you who are being such a pain.