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Wednesday, April 23, 2008, 3:08 PM
i can't seem to string all the words that run through my mind.
it leaves me blank and very much disturbed.

you wouldn't know what i'm thinking simply because you're not me.
you wouldn't know how it feels to be stuck in between everyone.
i do realise that i have been distant from everyone around me.
i do realise that i'm only smiling on the outside. i'm so worried and afraid on the inside.

if only i could temporarily click the pause button and take everything slow.
it would help so much.