i skipped school two days in a row and am feeling rather guilty.
but i assure myself, i will never skip again for any reasons.

i'm feeling quite aimless right now.
i told my mum school was starting late, so i could sleep till noon and then get out of the house.
but right now, i have no where to go.
i can't decide if i should go to school to reformat my lappie. *recycle in the terms of a certain friend*
or should i just go bum around.

i've got this instinct telling me that i will go to hell once i die.
for all the lies i tell my parents, i find myself securing a place in hell for the future.

ok moving on, i was out with shakthee and her friends yesterday.
we spent the day at Wild Wild Wet.
then went for dinner at an Indian restaurant.
it was an enjoyable outing, yet a part of me felt very left out.
maybe the day would have been better if i went to school, it's only a maybe.
*i can foresee myself dead in shakthee's hands after she reads this*

yeap. && my dad screwed me inside out for my handphone bills.
apparently, i have to start paying the extra usage on my own while he will only pay the subscription.
fantastic right?! where will i go for the money?! steal from an old aunty walking along the road? rob the bank across my house?
to make it worse, i have not receive my fucking pay.
seriously wtf! i need the damn money.
can't the freaking company issue me the cheque any faster. don't they want to pay me?!
swines!

on a more random note.
if you think you could pull off the hi-bye thing on us.
i am so sorry. we don't need you any longer here.
you have caused us enough, and we don't need anymore.
just move away forever if you think none of us worth it.
moreover, i think you aren't worthy yourself.
try perfecting yourself before picking on others.
one last word. don't be a BITCH.



sometimes, you've got to do what you want. not what others want out of you.