i'm not sure when was the last time i posted an entry.
i try to keep up with the posts but usually end up stoning, losing the train of thoughts.

a great deal of stage performance which caused much heartbreaks.
the tears that were uncalled-for. so much to erase from the history.

FYP hasn't been going well. totally clueless on where to begin.
meeting c.s, nasri, shakthee for a site visit later at 11am.
somehow, i can't wait to see them. to whine, to laugh at the most stupidest lame jokes they crack, to spew all the vulgarities upon seeing nasri's face.
nasri, like we told each other, slap me if i ever tell you i need some space. cause i wouldn't know what i'd do without you guys. loving you guys like a thousand roses and chocolates wouldn't be enough.

am very unsure if you would get this message but i want you to know.
you don't want us to bother you, so we aren't bothering you.
throw all the words you want, cause at the end of the day, you still don't realise how much you have hurt the people you called friends. nevertheless, we are still here for you, when you cry. when you laugh.



how do you fill up that missing chapter in your life?