i really feel crap right now. i don't need this shit.
i don't need any fucking drama in my life. i have enough and i am not able to handle.
why wouldn't anyone understand!

i didn't mean what i said. i'm really extremely sorry for spoiling your day.

but all i needed was to rant out my feelings. i don't throw my tantrums at you, do i. all i need was to talk. and i did. i didn't expect things to end up this way. so much for telling you what's happening around me. and it backfired.

i don't want anything right now. i just fucking want to be alone.
and i say again, am sorry. i can't even be a good friend, what more can i be.
it's best i let go off everything.