there's lesser motivation to blog these days. maybe i should just close down the account.
today's one of the lost day, where i'm feeling aimless, not sure of what's happening.
i hate feeling this way, i feel so insecure.

i haven't been able to get a good night sleep due to the very weird dreams that i have been having. it's creepy cause it has do with the people i love and also cause, once am awake i can't remember anything about the dream. i hope nothing would go wrong and everyone will be fine.

random conversations with my bestie is love. although at times, i feel like killing her, she's part of me. i love her. always and forever. and i just found out from her, i'm the only unattached one among my secondary school clique. my best friend could pull off as a private investigator for the amount of information she can gather about people all over the country. pretty amazing and scary. the point is, just cause everyone else is getting hitched or attached, it doesn't mean i have to also. i'm taking some time here, so that my boyfriend doesn't come telling me after a year, that he rushed into the relationship and it's a grave mistake. i'm not some kind of toy, you know.

moving on. 2 more days of school and yes, holidays. finally. oh did i mention, my FYP grade changed. i've got a B now, so i guess it'll help a little in my GPA. we're starting on our second project next week, there goes the whole cycle again. Kallang River, here we come AGAIN.


NDP fireworks. i managed to catch it from my mum's room.
it's not quite clear though.

you're the perfect drug that i'm perfectly addicted to.