i managed to break free from the emotional bubble. i'm finally able to breathe freely. it doesn't feel like someone's breathing down my neck anymore.

it's true. eventually they'll have to take care of themselves. i can't be there to watch out for them all the time. sometimes, i guess it's just me to be overprotective about the people i'm concern about.

whatever that happened today, is purely unreasonable. she deserves much better. i hope she'll be able to mend her broken heart sooner. there's much more awaiting a good soul like her in this world. and i seriously wish he rots in hell for doing this to my friend.



on much lighter and happier note.

i watched the first episode of Gossip Girl season 2!! after months of waiting, finally it's out!! (: nate and chuck still look awesomely dashing as ever. seeing chuck and blair in love, it's sweet. sadly, ego doesn't play nice here. oh well, there won't be much drama if they were to be together.

&& i've finished the third book in the twilight series. there's one more left before i complete the series. i need to beg my mum to get me the forth book. i NEED to know if edward cullen and isabella swan will ever get married? will bella be a vampire finally or will she choose jacob instead? okay, i know, it seems like the series has gotten into me. it has, kind of. it's just, it's soo nice. a sweet love story is something a girl like me wouldn't resist. nessa maybe you could be a sweetheart and tell me so that i'll be able to sleep peacefully.

i guess that's all.. school's starting on thursday. i'm kind of excited to go back to school. i find myself totally absurd for saying this, i guess the excessive amount of rotting has made me say this. i miss all my friends.







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