it's one of those days where you feel exceptionally lost for no apparent reasons. you need someone to pick you up and tell you everything will be fine. i don't have the slightest clue about this feeling when everything seems in place.

and my best friend ditched me, leaving me hanging in the air with vague or no answers at all. for once, won't she be happy for me. why do i always have to go through this over and over again. aren't friends supposed to help you make things work and not ruin your life. i'm getting sick and tired of how this friendship works. i wonder how she fails to realize she keeps hurting me with simple words.

on a happy note. my dad's back and he bought chocolates. =) am so glad to have him back home. now i'll hear my mum nag much lesser, the food will be good.


just one day, just you and me.
miss you.