i've been trying to work on the report the whole day. but it's still as stagnant as it was yesterday. no improvements. and i doubt there'll be any for today. lack of focus.

thanks to all these withdrawal symptoms i'm suffering from because i haven't seen my boyfriend. i'm not over-exaggerating here. truthfully, it feels like ages although it has only been weeks.

and yeap, it's me. i made an issue out of nothing just cause i missed him. i feel really stupid for it right now. i should have known better. but it's just me, i can't help it. i'm really really thankful that he understands and things are okay now. so we made a deal. we'll see each other once in 2 weeks. so i get the rights to start bugging him when the 2 weeks are near to end. i won't ask for more. i'm happy (: && i hate the fact i love him so much that i can't stay angry. that one message meant everything at that moment.

sivashankar, i love you more than any word can say. i love you more than every action i take. i'll be right here loving you till the end, forever.

to add on to the happy moment. my dad gave me a hundred dollar note. =D it's my deepavali money!!! belated deepavali money!!! wheee! but sadly. i think i'll just use it to pay my handphone bill. i'm kinda worried that my dad's going to pull away my phone next month, thanks to the increasing bill. :(

hopefully, tomorrow when i meet shakthee, i'll be able to get some work done. and school's starting on monday. noooo!.. i don't want to go back to school. i've already planned to skip school on tuesday. :P planning ahead is good.






all i want is to grow old with him.