my emotions are all out loose.

i'm trying to make it work as perfectly it can be. the past still haunts me so much that i'm paranoid that the slightest thing might blow up everything that we have now.

i'm not willing to lose you by any chance, i don't want to regret this. i love you, more than even these three words can express. i'm thankful this didn't end on the wrong note. i'm thankful you understand. i'm thankful we've got this sorted out. as i've promised, i won't be this difficult anymore. if i could find a word to tell you how sorry i am.

sivashankar, i'm crazy about you and only you. a thousand 'iloveyou's wouldn't equate to the love i have for you and i know, i'll never stop telling you how much i love you for there won't be an end to it.i'll spend the forever we have together, falling in love with you over and over again. and every other second with you will be a blissful memory that i'll add in our book of life.

iloveyou, sweetheart.