close to noon.
and am already awake!! *pats herself on the head*
woke up around 8am and ever since then i'm just lazing around.

dearest boyfriend's gone on a short vacation for the next three days.
he'll only be back on sunday night.
and i already miss him.
it amuses me, how i can never get enough of him.

right now, i'm contemplating if i should go to the temple with shalini.
if i should ask my dad.

the weather has been total crap.
all i have been doing is to wrap myself up like a mummy with the blanket and snuggle in bed.
no motivation to leave the house.
plus, shortage of cash. major spoiler.


the year's going to end in another 5 days.
and we'll all welcome the new year.
on the other hand, it feels like it's going to be just another day.
no big difference. ok, so i shouldn't be this pessimistic.
*tries to be enthusiastic for the new year*

& when the new year begins, weeks later.
it'll be graduation already. (hopefully! if i can pass)
three years of poly life, it started and will be ending.. so quickly.
i look at my options laid out for me after graduation and it feels like nothing.
sometimes, i wonder. if i took on the right path, if this is what i really wanted.
and i answer myself. i don't even know what i want.
i hope there'll be some path in life which will give me a successful career and the satisfaction.


i miss rosey. i miss shakthee.


i shall end this post here.
off to take a short nap =)