To Boyfriend. Sivashankar.

here's the redundant entry at a very ungodly hour.

as much as i complain and whine about you all the time, i still love you.
& no, that doesn't make you not complicated and i have trouble understanding you at times.
it doesn't matter though.. cause i'm still trying to read you inside out. i know it'll simply take ages.

yes, you're hot. cute. funny. good-looking. smart.
and i don't appreciate other girls checking you out. i'm jealous.
then again, i'll deal with it cause i know you only love me =P

i believe to all the fights we have, we'll have twice as much happy memories.
it don't matter what people say.
i know you'll keep me happy in your special ways.

you've said it. you are a jackass
and that's what makes me love you the most. you're not any other normal boy.
it doesn't mean you can be a bigger jackass since i said this.

and i can go on and on.
i should stop.
considering all the other people who read my blog.
thank you all for reading this entry.
i was forced to do this.

but whatever that i've said above.
i mean it, sweetheart.

all my life, i want to spend it with you and only you.
and yes, i do want to get married too. just not at 21.

iloveyou, sivashankar.
i've fallen deeply in love with you.
and i'll love you like noone else would ever do.