i know i took a pretty long hiatus. and no, i did not abandon my bloggie. although i'm contemplating to move elsewhere. it's going to be the same old repetition about work and school. so you see, i'm saving you from the boredom of reading about my boring life. i won't deny that there have been a couple of interesting things that happened. raj's birthday dinner, bbq (pictures are up in facebook), nessa's working with me now and the highlight would be..

i went over to boyfriend's house yesterday. i thought i was going to have an instant cardiac arrest, simply drop dead at that moment. actually, i wished i would poof into thin air then and there. it's my very first time, you know. going over to a boyfriend's house. whoever knew, that his evil-drag me to hell-grandmother (i might die for this) would be at home. i was almost choking on my words when she talked to me, and it didn't help that my boyfriend was being an ass. right after she left, a sense of relieve sinked in. neither did that last long. his dad stepped in. although conversation with his dad was much easier. minus the fact that i kept smiling away like a retarded girl. he must have thought that i was retarded. oh well, not that i bother much. :p but i wonder what his grandmother thinks of me. such strong instincts that she hates me.

to fill in on the basic daily activities. life's been pretty good except for the minor (turning into major) hiccups. i'm trying as much as i can to stay positive and overcome it. i know i can. and i promise myself, one day, i will prove everyone and everything wrong. i know i will.

three more weeks for school to end. technically two more lessons and one more test. i've got to start studying already, now that the test is going to cover the whole 15 weeks of lessons. i should start finding a more stable career-like job once i get my transcript. to support myself, to start saving for higher education. more or like, made up my mind to apply for pharmacy technician/assistant at the government hospitals.

this is where i wish my parents would allow me to study overseas. really, i feel i would have a better prospect back in singapore once i have completed a pharmacy degree overseas. but it'll never happen, something so unlikely. i have to choose a better path here. i envy all my friends who have flown off. ):

lastly, things couldn't be any better with boyfriend. despite all the bumps down the long road, it's a smooth journey. a journey till the end of time. this is mushy. you know, i love you. simply more each day.

this entry ends here. i promise i'll update more often when time permits.

love. ♥.