don't you know, don't you recognize these painful efforts i take to avoid you?

i let this tears fall today after a long time.

in a tiny flickering hope, with the tears the memories will also be washed away.

you and me, the days you told me that i was all that you've ever wanted.

the day went fine though you ran through my mind while i flipped the pages of a book.

there wasn't a need for today's conversation.

there was never a need for one after you left. left me in a mess.

you probably don't know. i'm wrecked. i can't find myself.

i'm broken, noone knows.

i put up this brave front, a facade.

leave my heart, please. it's killing me, bit by bit.

i don't know how much more of this i can take.

what's this jealously flowing through me?

is it even jealously? i see you enjoying life.

having fun, like the past never existed.

i still yearn to tell you.