it never occurred till something captured my eyes.

it wouldn't be fair to be jealous of a person who's so happy in life.

time flies, 5 months and yet till today i see no difference.

i still miss you the same, still want you the same.

i have no idea why i'm missing him this much right now.

i'm holding back myself as much as i can.

no i won't find back means and ways to contact him.

no, it was already stupid enough to follow him back on tumblr.

sometimes, i wish god would miraculously give me more will power.

i wouldn't be this weak and make a fool out of myself.

i don't want to repeat mistakes over and over again.

but something tells me, i don't mind being hurt over and over again when it comes to you.

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